Michelle Xie

It's about to be all or nothing from now on. I try to keep my mood up and say that everything is working out just fine like this, but it's not. I'm struggling every day to say that this is great, that this is exactly how I want it to be, the truth is that I'm lying. Straight up to everyone, I'm a big fat liar and I hate it. I don't want it to be this way, not for a million times. I don't want everything to end like this, I've fallen way to deep down to get up and get rescued by someone. It's all or nothing. Either I try to have it all or it will have to be nothing at all.